BETRAYAL EPISODE 7&8
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He t----t in again and again, while i dug my fingers on his chest as i endured the pain silently, cos i saw he was enjoying it and so in order to make him happy i let him have his way. He really was so gentle that night as he expertly opened and penetrated deep inside my honeypot with his joystick and the smile on his face said it all as he moved his waist to and fro……
He tenderly kissed me, as he fondled and caressed my innocent looking bosoms and i didn’t know how i felt that moment cos it was a mixture of pain and pleasure. He slowly increased the tempo of his t----t, which also left me gasping for breath as his joystick penetrated and opened my k---y more and more.
“Please stop it’s okay” i finally pleaded as i strongly held him, while he gazed into my eyes and jerked as if something had pushed him from behind, before lying on top of me. I closed my eyes as i breathed deeply and gently pushed him away.
“I’m so sorry for hurting you” he apologised as he felt my face with his palms, while i unsuccessfully tried to fight back tears which finally dripped out of my eyes. Why was i crying? I knew not, cos i gave him my body willingly and not under duress, but i guess the feeling of losing my most cherished treasure made my cry…….
He was very caring and comforting as he tried to appease me that night. He boiled hot water for me, assisted me as i took my bath, helped me dress up, made tea for me and even held me all through the night. Truthfully he really was very romantic, which equally increased the love i had for him.
Oh he simply was an angel that night and i was deceived into believing it was all real, hmmmm who knew how he must have laughed in his mind that night!
As the whole event played back in my head, i clutched my teddy bear and cried. Even though i had gotten over our break up, i still haven’t gotten over the feeling of losing my virginity to him. How could i have known that it was just a game to him, cos he really captured my heart, stole my body and swept me off my feet with his charms…..
“Dear lord i’m now in love again please guide me” i prayed even though in my mind i knew my prayer lacked merit.
To be continued…..
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Mike really was a devil in disguise and after the night i gave him my virginity, he changed from Mike who respected my body, to Mike who loves nothing but s-x, and it was as if his eyes opened after our first sexual act, and from that moment his attitude towards me changed.
S-x then became all he knew and he started demanding for it almost everyday which really shocked me, for i had thought after our first time, that he will let me decide whenever i wanted a new round. Alas, i was wrong and it just seemed as if our first act turned him into a s-x addict overnight and most times i had no option than to oblige him, just to make him happy even though i never liked what i did.
However he never did stop caring nor spoiling me with gifts, but then every good deed or affection he showered on me, often ended up with him demanding for s-x. He virtually owned my body that period and i really couldn’t bring myself to disobey him even though sometimes i did try to stop him from having his way with me. This would leave him gloomy for the rest of the day and I will finally give in to his demand just to make him happy.
I wasn’t really happy with the way things were going between us, cos i knew too much s-x isn’t good for a young girl.
“What if something happens and he dumps me” i often did ask myself that period, but just the thought of it would send shivers down my spine, and i would end up saying
“GOD FORBID”
He was equally my neighbour that period, which really made the closeness irresistible and there really wasn’t a way i could avoid him.
Amara, my best friend, was also not helpful when i finally confided in her, but i really didn’t blame her, cos she equally wasn’t experienced even though she behaved like a big girl…….
“Is he cheating on you?” she had asked me.
“No” i replied.
“Is he stingy?”
“No”
“Does he hide anything from you?”
“No”
“So what’s hard in rewarding him with your body, it’s not as if you are losing anything, moreover you aren’t a virgin anymore, and even if you stop having s-x from now till you die, you still won’t be a virgin again, free yourself and enjoy it jor” she had advised, while i stared at her and said nothing..
But then the more i gave Mike my body, the bolder he became in demanding for more and it just looked as if he was trying to have it all before graduating, which really astonished me. I knew i would still be there for him no matter where he went, but i guess he didn’t trust me and i never knew he had other plans in his mind as he turned me into a s-x machine, which he used to display his talent as if i was a w---e.
It soon got to a stage where he demanded for mouth action which i rejected, cos i really couldn’t bring myself to do it that period, and surprisingly it led to our first fight.
As these memories flashed back in my mind, my body shook as i cried deeply.
To be continued…..
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