Immediatley I stepped out in the rain running towards Eston, He also jumped down from his bike and took of his helment running towards me.
"Noodles" he called, Immediately I got to him he carried me in his arms and held me. We were both wet already, our cloth stinking to out body and our hair forming a curl.
"Rock" I called holding him so thight, we lingered in the hug for a moment before he finally pulled away and cup my face in his palms, his ocean blue eyes sinking deep into mine.
"I dont want you to think am not interested in saying goodbye" he said in a low tone, his eyebrow raised and his eyes still on mine.
"Yea" I nodded repeatedly too weak to speak.
"But this is not a goodbye ok? Its a see you soon" he said.
I nodded again staring and watching him as the rain water drip out of his hair running down his face.
"Please promose me you'll wait for me" he pleaded "Promise me you'll never forget me, that you'll never fall inlove with anyone but remain in love with me, promise me you'll always have me in your thought....Please" he gave me a steady look.
I swallowed hard and slowly raised my hand up to the sky "I Promise" I sobbed.
He let out a weak smile the raise his hands up to mine and covered the space inbetween my fingers with his "I'll do the same for you, stay fine for me ok?" his eyebrow furrowed. I nodded again.
"Janelle your time is up, now lets go" my dad called.
I turned around to walk away only to be grabbed and pulled back by the waist.
"Just a kiss before you leave" Eston spun me around. "One last real kiss, that will tie our heart together forever" he requested.
I slowly titled my head upward and he held my face and covered my mouth with his.

We kissed gently not checking if there was anyone around, it just seems we were the only ones alife in the planet and in the universe.
The kiss scent tiny chills down my spin and made my inside tingle, and as our faces were close I felt tears running down his cheeks. He was crying. Feeling that made my eyes began to fill up with tears too. He's the one I treasure with all my heart, if he cries I'll cry, if he laughs I'll laugh. I want to share the same breath and soul with him.

"I love you so much" he left my lips and placed his forehead on mine. "I love you" he repeated then stepped back.
"I dont want to leave you" I cried.
"I wanted that too, but then I thought about it, if you stay there I'll be the one leaving after graduation, its better you leave earlier, so when am done from here I'll come over so we can get married and make kids" he said "Dont you like that?" he chuckled.
"I do" I nodded more tears running down my cheeks.
"Great"
"I want to give you this" I took out my favourite hair clip from my hair, then opened his hands and placed it "I dont have something valuable to give you, but please keep this so that atleast you have something to hold when thinking of me, its a symbol of my love for you and its called the love clip" I said tears not ceasing from my eyes.
"I'll keep it safe for you" he smiled and shove it into his pocket.
"Your camera and phone, I gave it to your parent last night to keep for you" he said.
"What?" my mouth flew open in surprise " You found it?" I asked.
"Ryan gave it to me, he ask me to hand it to you" he replied.
Dear Crush am sorry if I turned you a monster, I know you hurt me and everyone around. But thank you for coming back.

"Thank you, and thank Ryan for me" I said with a cracked voice.
"I will"

"Take care of yourself and stay safe for me ok?" I cried "dont let Natasha get you" I sobbed "I so much love you Rock" My hands went around his waist hugging him thight.
"I love you more Noodles" he held me crying. We both stood under the rain crying till the car horned.
"Janelle we are waiting" my mum said.

I nodded and gently we pulled away, and slowly our hands that was intwingled together let loose as I stepped back. I waved walking to the car I knew he was standing there in the rain and staring at me, but I didnt look back.

I didnt want to go, I dont want to leave him, I want to grab him and make him stay forever, I want to kiss him and hugged him more. But I didnt look back. I had to go.

Epsiode 33 (Semi Final)

"Janelle hurry up we cant miss our flight" my mum yelled from downstairs. It was saturday and ofcourse my last day here, or a normal saturday I would have gone and come back for my morning exercise and should be doing some house chores then go out with Ivy or Eston in the evening but this day I was doing nothing but packing my bags to leave the place I love and desire so much. Who would go out with to the mall or the cinema since I'll be leaving my friends behind?.
I sigh and took my bag then glance at my room the last time before stepping out. I would miss my room so much.
"Are you ready?" my dad asked hanging his bag.
"Like I have a choice" I muttered stepping out of the front door.

"Janelle" a red car stopped infront of our gate, it was Ivy and her parent.
"Ivy" I rushed and hug her while her parent went to greet with my parent.
"How have you been?" I asked.
"Girly I should be asking you that, you, you dont look so good, you still dont wanna leave right?" she made a sad face.
"Yea, and you dont look so good either cos you dont want me to leave" I let out a weak smile.
"Ofcourse I dont want that, no one is going to be there with me to fight Natasha" she joked.
"Crazy you" I laughed and hit her shoulder "Is that my aim for you?"
"Ivy come on" her parent who were already in the car horned.
"Where were you guys heading to?" I asked.
"Janelle lets go" my parent called from the car.
"Hmmm" Ivy and I sigh in unison.
"We just left the mall so I pleaded with my parent to stop by so I could say goodbye to you"
"Thats so good of you girly, thanks for stopping by, am glad seeing you this morning"
"Me too, and take care in Mexico ok? Remember you are not allowed to have any other best friend beside me" she made a poker face.
"You are greedy but I love it" I chuckled.
"And remember at the camp last year you promised to remain you pomised to remain by best friend forever"
"I'll keep to it, Take this" she gave me a clip from her hair "Its our friendship clip so keep it safe ok? She fixed it on my loose hair.
"Thanks girly I'll always remember you"
"Ivy lets go" her parent called.
"Janelle come on" my parent did the same.
"Take care in Mexico ok?" Ivy sobbed.
"I love you, I hugged her, you and Eston, watch him for me ok? And make sure Natasha doest get him or hurt him" I pulled away from the hug.
"I will" she waved and stepped into the car.
"Goodbye Janelle" her parent smiled. I nodded and watch their car drive past me with Ivy waving continously till there were out of sight.

"Janelle lets go already" my parent called As I still stood on the road looking behind and waiting to see a black buggati driving towards me in high speed or a power bike with Eston on it with his helment on. But there was none, the road was quiet more like a graveyard. I thought Eston would come to give me the final goodbye but I guess I was wrong. Maybe he was just to dispressed to come out.
I stood still as the cold breeze caressed my skin and blew my hair to several directions, If I would be given the time I dont care waiting for him no matter how long it takes if only he would come.
I shook as the loud sound of thunder hit my both ears, my head raised up to the sky and it was heavy and turning dark obviously calling for rain, Maybe I was wrong he would never come, if he will then he should have been here.
"Janelle lets go now!" my dad yelled "cant you see its about to rain or you want us to miss our flight?" he backed.
I turned around sadly then walk to the car.

As we drove to the airport my eyes were fixed out of the window with my palm placed on the glass as I watch the rain drop on rooftop, trees and car. And as our car passby it seem like we were leaving behind everything that couldnt move and I wish that was how I could leave behind all my pains and fustrations. I felt so sad and felt like jumping out of the car and dancing in the rain if maybe it would wash away all my difficulties and make my dreams come true. But will it?

I was shocked out of my reverie by the sound of my name. I know that voice. Yes I do.
I looked out of the back window to see a black power bike which I recognised driving towards us on a very high speed. Even if an helment was covering him I knew it was him. Eston.
Dressed all black matching with the colour of his power bike.

"Daddy, daddy please stop the car" I called.
"Janelle, what the hell is wrong with you? What do you want?" my daddy asked fustrated.
"Daddy please I need to see him, please" I pleaded.
"Janelle its raining outside you'll get sick if you go out" my mum said.
"Janelle" Eston called again.
"Daddy please, mummy if I dont see him I'll never be fine" I said tears foming in my eyes.
"Alright am giving you just two minutes to spend with him, then you get back here sharp" he said.

Immediately the car came to a stop, I swung the door open and dashed out running to meet with the Rock of my life.

I spent most of the evening in my room arranging my stuff things I'll need for the journey. After that I escaped from the house through heading to the Baxter's resident.

When I got there Eston was absent and I was told he has been in the white house ever since I told him the news of my leaving. It hurts but there is nothing I could do, Eston's parent would have done something but there said it was for the best.
I remained with them gisting and eating the pancake Eston's mum made. Leaving this lovely family was just so hard.
"Take care in Mexico ok?" Ruby told me as we stood outside facing the pool.
"I will, and please take care of Eston for me ok?" I told her.
"I'll miss you" she said sadly hugging me.
"Me too" I sobbed.
"Take this" she removed a braclet from her wrist putting it around mine "I have two of it, so am giving you one, take care of it" she smiled weakly.
"Thank you Ruby" I glared at the expensive gold braclet that glittered so much "I love you" I sobbed hugging her.
"I love you Janelle" she pat my back sobbing too.
"Did you plan leaving without telling us?" Declan and Stiles came behind us.
"Oh" I pulled away from Ivy cleaning the tears in my eyes. "am sorry, I planed checking on you guys"
"So you are leaving for real?" Declan's eyebrow furrowed.
"Yea" I replied.
"Come here" Stiles spread his hands open motioning me to come for a hug. I smiled and went into his arms while he pat my back. "Its alright" he assured. I nodded and went to Declan.
"Take good care of yourself or you'll get it from Eston" he wispered and pulled away with his arms around my neck.
"What of Ryan" I asked.
"Somewhere" Declan said.
"Say Hi to him for me ok?" I told them.
"Sure"
"Ahh am still here ok?" Ruby announced.
"We know cute one" Stiles went to her tickling her.
"Ok am not here, am not here" she shouted admist laughter.
"No you are" we all bursted out laughing.

I left the Baxter's home and drove to the white house. When I got there, I opened the gate with the spare key Eston gave me then packed my bike under the palm tree.
As I knocked on the front door there was no reply and I felt bad that I didnt have my phone to have called Eston.
I knocked severally yet there was no respond just then an Idea struck me, I ran to the backyard and climbed on Eston's window jumping into the room to see Eston fast asleep on the bed dressed in his oversized white pyjamas.
"Crazy one" I chuckled and climbed on the bed beside him and yet he was still sleeping.
"Eston.." I sang his name to his ears ruffling his hair like I would always do.
"Noodles" he called in his sleepy voice, smiling weakly, his eyes still shut "You came for me?" he said opening his eyes.
"I missed you, so I came to spend sometime with you since I'll be leaving tomorrow" I rolled over and climbed on him scattering his hair.
"How did you get in?" his hand went around my waist.
"Window" I laughed.
"You are a potential thief" he pinch my cheeks "you even stole my heart" he kissed my cheek.
"And you are my boss, I learnt all from you especially climbing the window" I said with my eyes fixed on his lips, touching and carresing his lower lip with my thumb.
"Kiss me noodles" his ocean blue eyes stared into mine like he was dizzy.
I lean closer and kissed his lips then pulled away staring at him. His hand then went around my neck and pulled me closer till our lips met.

Eston and I walked to the Eston's garden holding hands without saying a word to each other, it was calm and quiet as the cold evening caressed our skin and hair.

When we got there Eston raised me up sitting me on a tree branch there climbed up to sit beside me.
"I have decided to give this place a name before we leave" Eston spoke up drapping his arms around my shoulder.
"So what?" I faced him.
"JaSton garden" he replied.
"Wao! How did you come up with such name" I asked without thinking.
"Gosh you are so dumb" he hit my head "Its gotten from Janelle and Eston" he said.
"Aww right, I like it, thanks Eston" I kissed his cheeks. He had no respond he just smiled before looking away staring at the pool.
"Come" he jumped down stretching his hand to me.
"What?" I frowned.
"Shut up and take my hand"
"Jerk" I placed my hand on his then jumped down.
"I really dont want you to leave" he said sadly. "I thought you'll be here to see me graduate"
"Am sorry I wish for that too" tears began to slide down my cheeks.
"How can I spend the rest of the year without you by my side noodles?" he ran his hands through his hair. I saw a liquid slide down his cheeks. I didnt know if he was crying but then I looked at him the closely and sure enough he was crying.
"Rock" I sobbed and gently move closer to him, he pulled me closer and held me in his arms.
Why would I be separated from the one I love? No wonder there said love is not an easy war.
"Am sorry Rock" I sobbed, he had no respond he just held me while I cried and relaxed sinking into his crushing embrace.

"Ivy I have something to tell you" I told he as we sat in the cafetaria eating.
"What is it?" she asked mouth full her attention all on the meal.
"Am leaving for Mexico" what she spat out her food coughing.
"Here, sorry" I passed a glass of water to her which she took and gulp them down at once.
"What do you mean bu that? Like you will never return?" she asked sadly.
"Yes am sorry"
"No no Janelle, you cant do that please dont" she seemed more stressed than I am.
"I didnt want to but my parent made that decision and with the look of things I guess their mind is made up" I told her.
"Oh no Janelle this cant happen, you are not leaving me here right?" she sobbed hugging me.
"I promise I'll visit ok?" I sobbed patting her back.
"Yea" she nodded "so when are you leaving?"
"Next week"
"Have you told Eston about it?"
"Not yet, please dont tell anyone especaily him"
"But why?"
"I dont want him to do something aweful, am just waiting for the right time" I told her.
"Alright, see you later I have classes" she smiled and walked away sadly.

I passed the basket ball court heading to the rooftop to see Ryan throwing ball into the net. Inlike the Ryan I use to know he wasnt playing well, he looked so fustrated and tired so the ball kept going off the net.
He smiled at me when he noticed my presence, he has been so quiet these days not participating in school activities like before. And it made me wonder what he has in mind.
I smiled and walk away feeling bad for him. Dear Crush am sorry if I turned you this way.

"Gosh I hate this life" Natasha stomped her foot on the floor standing beside me as I tried to get my locker opened.
"What?" I said less concerned.
"Look you have only a week to spend with us" she said sadly.
"Oh, yea" I let out a weak smile.
"Can you please not leave?" she frowned.
"Who is leaving?" Eston suddenly apeared behind us.
"Ehhh Eston" I called scratching my hair.
"I just asked a question" he said almost shouting.
"Its Janelle, she is leaving" Ivy replied.
"Noodles you are leaving" Eston turned to me and without waiting for my reply, he dragged me out of the class.

"Noodles are you really leaving?" Eston dragged me to the art class.
"Yes"
"Where? When?" he looked fustrated already.
"Mexico, next week" I replied, my head faced down.
"You are never bothered to tell me? So you wont if I didnt hear it?" he stared at me.
"Eston am sorry, I was scared of seeing you worry"
"But this is worst, you keep doing things that hurt me"
"Am sorry" I said reaching for him.
"Why are you leaving?" he took a step back.
"My dad lost his job and he doest want me to stay here and get hurt by people" I told him.
"Gosh...you should have told me earlier Janelle maybe I could even do something about it" he faced the wall running his hands through his hair in fustration.
"Eston" I went to him and ran my hands around his waist from behind "I dont want to leave" tears began to crawl down my cheeks. "I dont want to loose you"
I cried.
"Shhh" he pulled me to himself and envelop me into a thight hug. How will I handle it? I cant leave this place, I cant leave this arms, I cant leave him, I just wanna stay here till the end of time.

Since it was my last day and I would be leaving tomorrow I decided to make good use of it and spen enough time with does I love since I wont see them for a long time.

I walk to the basket ball court looking for Ryan and there he was lying on the bench with his head faced up.
"Ryan" I called. He stood up immediately he heard my voice.
"What are you doing here?" he asked surprised.
"I came looking for you" I told him.
"Why is all well?" his eyebrow furrowed.
"I have something to say to you"
"What?" am leaving for Mexico
"You are leaving? Why?" he asked shocked and sad.
My parent made that decision and I cant stop them, I know I wont be seeing you guys for long so I came to make peace with you before I leave" I told him. His expression immediately changed from shocked to sadness.
"Ryan please" I took his both hands "I want you to be friends with Eston and the guys again, Ryan it hurt to know am the cause of your conflict, remember you guys has always been friends and just when I came in evrything became shattered" tears began to crawl down my cheeks. "Please Ryan do this one thing for me" I pleaded in tears.
"Am sorry Janelle, I'll try, stop crying" he reach out wiping the tears in my face. I smiled weakly and wrapped my arms around his waist. I hugged him.
"Thank you Ryan" I said admist tears still holding him.
"Ahhhh look now. How will I not fall inlove with you when you are here holding me like this" he teased.
I chuckled and pulled away "Thanks"

RYAN'S POV
It hurt to find out she is leaving, she is just so amazing but some things cannot be.
I wish I had the power to stop her but I dont, maybe its for good, maybe its for the best of all of us. And for her too.