"Ivy I have something to tell you" I told he as we sat in the cafetaria eating.
"What is it?" she asked mouth full her attention all on the meal.
"Am leaving for Mexico" what she spat out her food coughing.
"Here, sorry" I passed a glass of water to her which she took and gulp them down at once.
"What do you mean bu that? Like you will never return?" she asked sadly.
"Yes am sorry"
"No no Janelle, you cant do that please dont" she seemed more stressed than I am.
"I didnt want to but my parent made that decision and with the look of things I guess their mind is made up" I told her.
"Oh no Janelle this cant happen, you are not leaving me here right?" she sobbed hugging me.
"I promise I'll visit ok?" I sobbed patting her back.
"Yea" she nodded "so when are you leaving?"
"Next week"
"Have you told Eston about it?"
"Not yet, please dont tell anyone especaily him"
"But why?"
"I dont want him to do something aweful, am just waiting for the right time" I told her.
"Alright, see you later I have classes" she smiled and walked away sadly.
"What is it?" she asked mouth full her attention all on the meal.
"Am leaving for Mexico" what she spat out her food coughing.
"Here, sorry" I passed a glass of water to her which she took and gulp them down at once.
"What do you mean bu that? Like you will never return?" she asked sadly.
"Yes am sorry"
"No no Janelle, you cant do that please dont" she seemed more stressed than I am.
"I didnt want to but my parent made that decision and with the look of things I guess their mind is made up" I told her.
"Oh no Janelle this cant happen, you are not leaving me here right?" she sobbed hugging me.
"I promise I'll visit ok?" I sobbed patting her back.
"Yea" she nodded "so when are you leaving?"
"Next week"
"Have you told Eston about it?"
"Not yet, please dont tell anyone especaily him"
"But why?"
"I dont want him to do something aweful, am just waiting for the right time" I told her.
"Alright, see you later I have classes" she smiled and walked away sadly.
I passed the basket ball court heading to the rooftop to see Ryan throwing ball into the net. Inlike the Ryan I use to know he wasnt playing well, he looked so fustrated and tired so the ball kept going off the net.
He smiled at me when he noticed my presence, he has been so quiet these days not participating in school activities like before. And it made me wonder what he has in mind.
I smiled and walk away feeling bad for him. Dear Crush am sorry if I turned you this way.
He smiled at me when he noticed my presence, he has been so quiet these days not participating in school activities like before. And it made me wonder what he has in mind.
I smiled and walk away feeling bad for him. Dear Crush am sorry if I turned you this way.
"Gosh I hate this life" Natasha stomped her foot on the floor standing beside me as I tried to get my locker opened.
"What?" I said less concerned.
"Look you have only a week to spend with us" she said sadly.
"Oh, yea" I let out a weak smile.
"Can you please not leave?" she frowned.
"Who is leaving?" Eston suddenly apeared behind us.
"Ehhh Eston" I called scratching my hair.
"I just asked a question" he said almost shouting.
"Its Janelle, she is leaving" Ivy replied.
"Noodles you are leaving" Eston turned to me and without waiting for my reply, he dragged me out of the class.
"What?" I said less concerned.
"Look you have only a week to spend with us" she said sadly.
"Oh, yea" I let out a weak smile.
"Can you please not leave?" she frowned.
"Who is leaving?" Eston suddenly apeared behind us.
"Ehhh Eston" I called scratching my hair.
"I just asked a question" he said almost shouting.
"Its Janelle, she is leaving" Ivy replied.
"Noodles you are leaving" Eston turned to me and without waiting for my reply, he dragged me out of the class.
"Noodles are you really leaving?" Eston dragged me to the art class.
"Yes"
"Where? When?" he looked fustrated already.
"Mexico, next week" I replied, my head faced down.
"You are never bothered to tell me? So you wont if I didnt hear it?" he stared at me.
"Eston am sorry, I was scared of seeing you worry"
"But this is worst, you keep doing things that hurt me"
"Am sorry" I said reaching for him.
"Why are you leaving?" he took a step back.
"My dad lost his job and he doest want me to stay here and get hurt by people" I told him.
"Gosh...you should have told me earlier Janelle maybe I could even do something about it" he faced the wall running his hands through his hair in fustration.
"Eston" I went to him and ran my hands around his waist from behind "I dont want to leave" tears began to crawl down my cheeks. "I dont want to loose you"
I cried.
"Shhh" he pulled me to himself and envelop me into a thight hug. How will I handle it? I cant leave this place, I cant leave this arms, I cant leave him, I just wanna stay here till the end of time.
"Yes"
"Where? When?" he looked fustrated already.
"Mexico, next week" I replied, my head faced down.
"You are never bothered to tell me? So you wont if I didnt hear it?" he stared at me.
"Eston am sorry, I was scared of seeing you worry"
"But this is worst, you keep doing things that hurt me"
"Am sorry" I said reaching for him.
"Why are you leaving?" he took a step back.
"My dad lost his job and he doest want me to stay here and get hurt by people" I told him.
"Gosh...you should have told me earlier Janelle maybe I could even do something about it" he faced the wall running his hands through his hair in fustration.
"Eston" I went to him and ran my hands around his waist from behind "I dont want to leave" tears began to crawl down my cheeks. "I dont want to loose you"
I cried.
"Shhh" he pulled me to himself and envelop me into a thight hug. How will I handle it? I cant leave this place, I cant leave this arms, I cant leave him, I just wanna stay here till the end of time.
Since it was my last day and I would be leaving tomorrow I decided to make good use of it and spen enough time with does I love since I wont see them for a long time.
I walk to the basket ball court looking for Ryan and there he was lying on the bench with his head faced up.
"Ryan" I called. He stood up immediately he heard my voice.
"What are you doing here?" he asked surprised.
"I came looking for you" I told him.
"Why is all well?" his eyebrow furrowed.
"I have something to say to you"
"What?" am leaving for Mexico
"You are leaving? Why?" he asked shocked and sad.
My parent made that decision and I cant stop them, I know I wont be seeing you guys for long so I came to make peace with you before I leave" I told him. His expression immediately changed from shocked to sadness.
"Ryan please" I took his both hands "I want you to be friends with Eston and the guys again, Ryan it hurt to know am the cause of your conflict, remember you guys has always been friends and just when I came in evrything became shattered" tears began to crawl down my cheeks. "Please Ryan do this one thing for me" I pleaded in tears.
"Am sorry Janelle, I'll try, stop crying" he reach out wiping the tears in my face. I smiled weakly and wrapped my arms around his waist. I hugged him.
"Thank you Ryan" I said admist tears still holding him.
"Ahhhh look now. How will I not fall inlove with you when you are here holding me like this" he teased.
I chuckled and pulled away "Thanks"
"Ryan" I called. He stood up immediately he heard my voice.
"What are you doing here?" he asked surprised.
"I came looking for you" I told him.
"Why is all well?" his eyebrow furrowed.
"I have something to say to you"
"What?" am leaving for Mexico
"You are leaving? Why?" he asked shocked and sad.
My parent made that decision and I cant stop them, I know I wont be seeing you guys for long so I came to make peace with you before I leave" I told him. His expression immediately changed from shocked to sadness.
"Ryan please" I took his both hands "I want you to be friends with Eston and the guys again, Ryan it hurt to know am the cause of your conflict, remember you guys has always been friends and just when I came in evrything became shattered" tears began to crawl down my cheeks. "Please Ryan do this one thing for me" I pleaded in tears.
"Am sorry Janelle, I'll try, stop crying" he reach out wiping the tears in my face. I smiled weakly and wrapped my arms around his waist. I hugged him.
"Thank you Ryan" I said admist tears still holding him.
"Ahhhh look now. How will I not fall inlove with you when you are here holding me like this" he teased.
I chuckled and pulled away "Thanks"
RYAN'S POV
It hurt to find out she is leaving, she is just so amazing but some things cannot be.
I wish I had the power to stop her but I dont, maybe its for good, maybe its for the best of all of us. And for her too.
It hurt to find out she is leaving, she is just so amazing but some things cannot be.
I wish I had the power to stop her but I dont, maybe its for good, maybe its for the best of all of us. And for her too.
Hmmmmm so sad she is leaving
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