**THE BETRAYAL*
(Episode 37)
..........Dawn arrived quickly than i expected. I
tossed uneasily on Benj’s bed.
“how do i face Mike today?”
My strength failed me.
I stayed away 4rm lectures{school} that fateful
day, and stayed indoors with Benjamin, who
really was very glad to sacrifice his lectures
because of me.
We had a wonderful time playing, kissing and
joking, but deep down i still felt very uneasy.
I kept thinking about Mike and his next line of
action, since i failed to show up in school. My
heart leapt each time i heard someone knocking
on a neighbour’s door, fearing it was him
knocking on my door.
“hope you are alright dear, you look very anxious
and uneasy?” Ben asked numerous times that
fateful day.
But instead of telling him my plight i preferred to
keep it firmly sealed in my heart.
“i can’t believe you still havn’t told him about
mike, upon everything i said to you yesterday,
seriously you are no longer behaving like the
cyndii i know, are you under a spell or are you
still habouring some form of affection for that
boy?” Amara asked suspiciously, when she came
into my room later in the evening, after returning
from school..
“you won’t understand” i murmured and bit my
lips,
“yes i can’t understand your behaviour anymore,
you even skipped lectures because of that boy
nawao” she replied and shook her head.
“i know what i’m doing okay, you are just
misunderstanding my actions dear,” i murmured.
She shrugged and changed the topic, while I
instantly felt relieved, because i really had no
strength to argue with her.
However when Benjamin confronted me about
Mike later in the night, i knew my best friend had
snitched on me. I felt very terrible, weak and lost,
but what pained me the most was Benjamin’s
words, which really injured me immensely.
“i never knew you could keep such information
away from me. I never believed i will ever hear
such news from someone else, why Cyndii?,
why??” he asked after repeating all Amara told
him.
I swallowed hard and looked away, with an
injured pride, totally ashamed of myself.
“i can’t even imagine you stayed away from
school just because of him” he muttered,
“baby i kept it away from you because i didn’t
want to involve you, i know how upset you will be
if i tell you such news” i explained truthfully, but
for the first time he choosed not to believe me. He
stared at me for a while before looking down.
“seriously i don’t know what to believe, how am i
even sure you havn’t been meeting him secretly,
perhaps it was your friend’s conscience that
made her open up to me even though i suspect
she tuned down the whole thing” he murmured. I
gasped in shock, grabbed his right hand strongly,
forcing him to bring his eyes back on me.
Benjamin has never doubted, suspected, nor
spoken silly words to me, but that moment it
appeared as if i lost all his trust. The most painful
part of it all was that he accused me unjustly and
kept staring at me as if i was a half penny whore.
“my God, why did Amara do this to me” i
wondered with a weeping heart, totally lost,
dejected and heartbroken…
“good night” Benjamin muttered, snatched his
hand {from my grasp}, and turned his back on me,
“where are you going?” i asked stupidly,
“to my room offcourse” he replied coldly,
“spend the night here with me dear?” i begged,
“i don’t think it’s necessary, you never wanted
me to get involved, so it’s better i stay away so
that you can clean up your problems alone just
like you wanted. You can notify me when you are
done” he murmured and left my room.
“dear your behaviour is punishing me, don’t leave
me here alone” i begged as he left.
I never knew Benjamin could ever get so annoyed
with me in such manner, and It just looked as if
my life was crashing in a terrifying manner.
I spent that night tossing on my bed and crying. I
woke up the next day emotionally weak, pertubed
and uneasy.
Amara showed up in my room by 7:55:24AM, I felt
like murdering her, but had to control myself
because i didn’t want to create a scene with
someone so vulgar.
“why the drawn face huh?” she asked and sat
beside me with concern. I sighed and looked the
other way,
“snitch” i hissed quietly,
“hmmmm okay, now i understand the monkey
face you are showing me. Offcourse i told
Benjamin because you have no reason for hiding
Mike’s disturbance from him.
You won’t understand what i did for you, hahaha
you can thank me later shaaa” she patted my
back and laughed.
“this is no laughing matter, your big mouth just
cost me my relationship” i murmured,
“abegi make i hear word jare” she replied and fell
back on my bed,
“i’m very serious, Benjamin almost pounced on
me yesterday” i complained bitterly. To my
surprise, my dear friend laughed out loud.
“anyway i don’t blame you, i caused everything
by revealing my problems to you” i added sadly.
She sat up and stared at me seriously.....
(Episode 38)
.... “baby don’t talk like that, Benjamin loves you
very much, he just reacted as he should. Relax he
will come back to make peace” she assured,
“what if he dosen’t?” i asked,
“then you go yourself and beg him, you have legs
don’t you?” she replied and winked at me,
“anyway i don’t think Benjamin can last a day
without you” she concluded while i shrugged.
We argued and debated about Mike, Ben n how to
settle my problems throughout that morning till
11:3AM when we heard a steady knock on my
door which interrupted us.
Amara quickly answered my door n froze when
she saw who was knocking. She slowly walked
backwards like someone possessed by an evil
power.
My face instantly coloured. I gasped and
swallowed hard when i saw Mike confidently walk
into my room with a steady smile. But before i
could recover from the shock, Amara quickly
regained herself n pushed him feriociously with
an energy i never have seen in her.
Her push took him by surprise, n sent him
staggering backwards towards the open door.
Amara pushed again and again until he was out of
my room without much resistance. She quickly
locked my door with great speed and rested her
body on it as she gasped for breath.
I really was totally stunned, and surprised at the
great stunt she pulled. I stared at her gratefully
for some minutes and breathed deeply,
“God please give me the type of mind, strength
and courage Amara has” i prayed….
“that guy really is something else, imagine the
arrogance, the smile and the way he carried
himself, God” Amara muttered and fell on my bed.
“do you think your action will stop him?” i asked
with a smile,
“offcourse not, what i did was just a temporary
measure, stopping him permanently is in your
hands, just like you did Darlington” she replied,
“but i think you should first apologize and sort out
your differences with Benjamin, before having
anything to do with that rascal, or else you will be
adding more salt to your problems” she lectured,
“imagine allowing him into you room and
Benjamin shows up in the process” she added. A
shiver ran through me as i imagined it all,
“you are right dear, i will settle with Benjamin this
evening” i assured her.
Mike knocked on my door for hours and left when
he realised nothing would make us open the door
for him. Amara later left for her own room. I
bathed, wore a sexy gown, sprayed perfume all
over my body and went over to Benjamin’s room.
He allowed me into his room without saying
anything. I smiled laid on his bed and stared at
him.
He sat on his rug and backed me, focusing his
eyes on the tv screen, even though i knew his
mind was somewhere else.
“i’m sorry” i quietly apologized and touched his
right shoulder. He kept quiet and ignored me.
“you know me better dear and you know the last
thing i will ever do is to cheat on you, not with my
ex, not with anyone” i prayed,
“i don’t know you anymore” he muttered coldly. I
breathed deeply, climbed down from the bed and
sat beside him on the floor,
“dear look into my eyes and repeat that comment,
i won’t disturb you again if you repeat it” i dared
him calmly. He looked into my eyes momentarily
before looking away. I smiled and heaved a sigh
of relief,
“i still have much control over him” i
acknowledged.
I gently kissed him, cutting off his tirade. For a
brief instant, he resisted, then sighed,
“it wounds me when you act like this” i
murmured,
“isn’t there something you need to tell me?” he
asked curiously. I looked away and played the
feminine stunt. Tears fell from my eyes and i
began to cry.
He instantly clasped me to his chest, hugging and
caressing me.
“ssh” he soothed, “it’s over, everything is alright”
I smiled in my mind. Searched his face as i
probed for equivocation, but encountered none,
which ultimately made me accept his pledge to be
genuine.
He kissed me tenderly, then moved to center
himself between my luxuriant thighs, his torso
pressing me unto the rug from shoulders to toes.
My most sensitive areas were flattened to his, my
bosoms to his chest. My loins to his phallus. Like
a lazy cat i stretched and grinned.
“problem solved” i breathed deeply and
murmured to myself.
My dearest Benjamin is the most gullible guy i
have ever met, and it really was so because he
loved me with all his heart.
“why are you smiling?” i soon heard him ask. But
i didn’t reply because i was busy planning my
next line of action, which was stopping Mike from
disturbing me. I felt uneasy thinking about it as if i
knew my downfall was approaching…
“please my love don’t ever mistrust me again” i
whispered pleadingly into his ear, minutes after
the s*x.
He swiftly turned and stared into my eyes with
the cutiest smile ever
,
“it won’t happen again dear” he promised and
kissed my wet lips. I smiled gratefully, played
with his left ear for a while before playfully
pinching his jaw.....
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