Dear Crush
Season 2
Episode 1
"Janelle" I heard my dad's voice.
"Am coming dad" I replied stepping down from the bed and heading downstairs.
"You've been sleeping since you came back from school are you ok?" my mum asked when I entered the sitting room.
"Yea, just tired" I yawned "mum where's dad?" I asked.
"Over here " My dad said from outside, I went out of the sitting room and shut the door behind me.
"Who owns that dad?" I glared at the bicycle under the palm tree, dad was fixing the wheel.
"I got this for you today" he said.
"Really dad?" I said happily.
"Yes baby" he stood up dusting his palm. I took a good look at the bike, checked the wheels and the seat pad. It was perfect.
"Thanks daddy, I always needed a bike" I ran to him hugging him thight.
"Welcome baby" he parted my back and smilled before walking in.
"I'll be back in a minute I need to check this out" I yelled at anyone of who cared to listen, then drove my bike out of the compound.
I drove from street to street, enjoying the ride as the cool evening breeze caressed my skin. It was fun but the thought of Ryan was still there. Right there in my head.
It suddenly started dizzling so I packed under a mango tree and sat there watching people as they run around looking for cover with their hand placed above their head. The flowers were rustling and the trees were nodding their branches. Watching all of this was real fun to me.
As I glared around my eyes caught a familia figure. A boy walking hand to hand with a girl, they held a small umbrella as they walked on gisting and laughing. They look more like couples and a happy one.
"But why is the guy so familia?" I thought.
They turned around to cross over to the other side of the road then I got a perfect view of boy. My mouth immediately flew wide open and I started sweating even in the cold.
Oh God? Was I born to suffer emotionally?
I hid behind the tree stem making sure they did not see me. When there were gone I climbed on my bike and drove home.
I lay on my bed crying and gazing at the ceiling. I couldnt stop wondering why all of this was happening to me? This is the worst. How do I handle this? Seeing the one I love with another girl, laughing and holding hands under the rain.
I thought he loved me, why did he make me believe he had feelings for me? And now he's with another girl, a girl I dont even know or have ever seen before.
Are they sent to hurt me? First it was Ryan and now Eston. They are all players.
REDS I HATE YOU ALL!
The following day I walk down the hallway of our school looking pale and sick, I wish I could stay home and sleep all day but I knew it wouldnt help, I have decided to be brave and stay away from anyone or anything that would cause me more pain.
"Noodles" I heard his voice behind me. I didnt say a word or look back, I just kept walking like I heard nothing.
"Noodles" he came to me and wrapped his arms around my shoulder " I miss you" he ruffled my hair, I turned to him and stared at him for a while before shoving his hand off my neck.
"Comeon noodles, whatsup with you?" he stared.
"My name is Janelle and not noodles, by the way stay away from me" I eyed him and continued walking.
"Noodles" he called again and grabbed my wrist.
"Stay away from me" I backed and yank his hand off mine. All head turned to us but I didnt care, I just walk to the class with a heavy heart. I miss him but I dont want more pains.
"Hey loser thats perfect" Natasha appeared infront of me.
"Whats perfect?" I asked.
"Your decision to stay away from Eston, I saw the drama just now" she grinned.
"Now you already got what you wanted so you can stop causing trouble" I said and left.
"Janelle are you ok?" Ivy asked as we sat in the cafetaria eating, actually she was the only one eating because I was only playing with my food.
"Am fine" I said not looking at her.
"But you are not eating?" she asked worried, I raised my head staring at her without saying a word. "girly are you alright?" she asked again.
"No am not" I nodded crying already.
"Come with me" she dropped her utensils and dragged me out of the cafetaria.
"Whats wrong?" she faced me as we stepped into the girls room.
"Ivy" I called her name crying.
"Tell me Janelle" she urged.
"I passed out yesterday because Ryan said he loved me" I told her.
"oh God I knew it" she ran her hands through her hair "Dont tell me you are inlove too" she pointed out.
"Yes I am" I said.
"What?" her jaw dropped.
"Am inlove but not with Ryan" I sobbed.
"Then who?" she asked.
"Eston"
"Shit" she scattered her head like she wanted to run mad. "Why did you let yourself fall for him Janelle? Why?"
"I never wanted that but the feelings came and now just yesterday I saw him with another girl holding hands and laughing" I cried.
"Oh dear you have to stop loving him"
"I want to" I cried.
"Dont worry all this will be over" she pulled me in a hug.
"Ivy I want it to be all over" I cried.
Tbc...
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