The next morning I got to school looking so sad and weak and just like the other day student kept saying bad things about me been a bad thing to the REDS but I just ignored them, I was just so tired to put attention to all of that. Only the dream I had last night caused half percent of the pains am going through and I just cant get it off my thought no matter how hard I try.
"Hey girly looking dull" Ivy sat drew her seat beside mine.
"Yea" I muttered.
"Whatsup?"
"Troubled sleeping plus bad dream" I replied.
"Hmm" she nodded. "Tell me about it"
"How can I sleep?" I said sadly "Have become so popular all around the school for something bad" I nudge my shoulder, she kept quiet staring at me with her elbow on my desk and her palm supporting her chin. "once I just take a step around, all they do is snap their fingers and eye me calling me disaster for causing trouble between Ryan and Eston, and the worst thing is that I dont know what Natasha and Ryan might be planing because just last night in my dream I saw myslef breaking up with Eston because of that reason"
"Ahhh no way" Ivy said almost immediately.
"And then I also saw Natasha and her friends pushed me off the clip that I fell down and was rushed to the hospital only for Ryan to come in there and shoot Eston on his chest"
"Jeez! I reject that" Ivy dropped running her hands through her hair in fustration "Look girly you dont have to be worried but what I surgest is for you and Eston been extra careful, then you stay away from Ryan and Natasha as far as possible so none of this would even come through" she said without a trace of smile on her face.
"Yea" I nodded.
"You know I'll always be here right? And it Natasha tries you just call me and I'll there with my fighting tools" she chuckled.
"Ofcourse girly" I let out a weak smile.
"And the fact of breaking up with Eston Nah Nah Nah no go area" she said moving her fingers up in the air and at the same time nodding her head negatively.
"Ofcourse I wont even think about that no matter what" I said letting out another weak smile.
"Oh come here girly" she lean closer hugging me "You look so weak and tired this days, I know all of this is big for you bur dont let it pull you down you are strong remember?" she said patting my back. I nodded slowly not even sure if I was strong enough.
"Hey girly looking dull" Ivy sat drew her seat beside mine.
"Yea" I muttered.
"Whatsup?"
"Troubled sleeping plus bad dream" I replied.
"Hmm" she nodded. "Tell me about it"
"How can I sleep?" I said sadly "Have become so popular all around the school for something bad" I nudge my shoulder, she kept quiet staring at me with her elbow on my desk and her palm supporting her chin. "once I just take a step around, all they do is snap their fingers and eye me calling me disaster for causing trouble between Ryan and Eston, and the worst thing is that I dont know what Natasha and Ryan might be planing because just last night in my dream I saw myslef breaking up with Eston because of that reason"
"Ahhh no way" Ivy said almost immediately.
"And then I also saw Natasha and her friends pushed me off the clip that I fell down and was rushed to the hospital only for Ryan to come in there and shoot Eston on his chest"
"Jeez! I reject that" Ivy dropped running her hands through her hair in fustration "Look girly you dont have to be worried but what I surgest is for you and Eston been extra careful, then you stay away from Ryan and Natasha as far as possible so none of this would even come through" she said without a trace of smile on her face.
"Yea" I nodded.
"You know I'll always be here right? And it Natasha tries you just call me and I'll there with my fighting tools" she chuckled.
"Ofcourse girly" I let out a weak smile.
"And the fact of breaking up with Eston Nah Nah Nah no go area" she said moving her fingers up in the air and at the same time nodding her head negatively.
"Ofcourse I wont even think about that no matter what" I said letting out another weak smile.
"Oh come here girly" she lean closer hugging me "You look so weak and tired this days, I know all of this is big for you bur dont let it pull you down you are strong remember?" she said patting my back. I nodded slowly not even sure if I was strong enough.
RYAN'S POV
"Ryan what the hell is wrong with you?" my mum Mrs Amanda asked sitting beside my dad Mr Derek, her voice going high because it was not the first time she would ask and yet I have not given her any reasonable reason.
"Yes ask him, ask him because am tired of seeing him this way" my dad eyed me walking into the kitchen.
"Mum, I already said am ok, what else do you wanna hear?"
"You are ok then why are you home? Why did you skip school? And you've never done that before unless there is a genuine reason" she pointed out.
"I feel tired and need rest ok?"
"Is it still about Janelle?" she glared at me sadly.
"No mum am already over her" I said trying to cover my sadness.
"Maybe we should take you to the hospital for check up" my mum suggested.
"I agree" my dad came out of the kitchen with a glass of milk "because if its not about Janelle then you are sick" he said almost yelling.
"Am not sick dad am fine"
"Then stop hurting everyone, stop hurting that poor girl even your friends most especially Eston" my dad yelled.
"Just go to your room am tired of all this" my mum said looking tired for real.
I sigh and walked upstairs to my room slaming the door shut and just immediately my thought flew to her again. I just cant believe only one girl is crashing my whole being so easily and creating a gap between my friends, family and I. How do I get over her and stop hurting the people I love?
"Ryan what the hell is wrong with you?" my mum Mrs Amanda asked sitting beside my dad Mr Derek, her voice going high because it was not the first time she would ask and yet I have not given her any reasonable reason.
"Yes ask him, ask him because am tired of seeing him this way" my dad eyed me walking into the kitchen.
"Mum, I already said am ok, what else do you wanna hear?"
"You are ok then why are you home? Why did you skip school? And you've never done that before unless there is a genuine reason" she pointed out.
"I feel tired and need rest ok?"
"Is it still about Janelle?" she glared at me sadly.
"No mum am already over her" I said trying to cover my sadness.
"Maybe we should take you to the hospital for check up" my mum suggested.
"I agree" my dad came out of the kitchen with a glass of milk "because if its not about Janelle then you are sick" he said almost yelling.
"Am not sick dad am fine"
"Then stop hurting everyone, stop hurting that poor girl even your friends most especially Eston" my dad yelled.
"Just go to your room am tired of all this" my mum said looking tired for real.
I sigh and walked upstairs to my room slaming the door shut and just immediately my thought flew to her again. I just cant believe only one girl is crashing my whole being so easily and creating a gap between my friends, family and I. How do I get over her and stop hurting the people I love?
ESTON'S POV
"Guys we need to put a close eye on Natasha and Ryan am scared of what they would do" I told Declan and Stiles as we sat under the mango tree at the school park.
"I dont even expect Ryan to go this far, he knew you loved Janelle first why cant he just let her go?" Stiles said seriously, I have never seen him or Declan this serious before I guess this Ryan issue is eating everyone up so deep.
"I wish he'll just let go am missing our friend already" Declan said with his head covered in his palms.
"And the worst thing is that he's making my mum and dad believe everything is settled even when I went to see his mum and dad they had the same thought" I said running my hands through my hair.
"Like seriously am tired of Ryan, he's not even in school and he never missses school before without informing us" Stiles said looking fustrated.
"Relax dude, we have always been so thight lets find a way and fix this then bring Ryan back" Declan assured.
"If only its possible" I said
"How do we even do that?" Stiles asked.
"I dont know" Declan replied and just then we saw her walking towards us. That one girl that keeps making our life a mess. Natasha Rogers.
"Guys we need to put a close eye on Natasha and Ryan am scared of what they would do" I told Declan and Stiles as we sat under the mango tree at the school park.
"I dont even expect Ryan to go this far, he knew you loved Janelle first why cant he just let her go?" Stiles said seriously, I have never seen him or Declan this serious before I guess this Ryan issue is eating everyone up so deep.
"I wish he'll just let go am missing our friend already" Declan said with his head covered in his palms.
"And the worst thing is that he's making my mum and dad believe everything is settled even when I went to see his mum and dad they had the same thought" I said running my hands through my hair.
"Like seriously am tired of Ryan, he's not even in school and he never missses school before without informing us" Stiles said looking fustrated.
"Relax dude, we have always been so thight lets find a way and fix this then bring Ryan back" Declan assured.
"If only its possible" I said
"How do we even do that?" Stiles asked.
"I dont know" Declan replied and just then we saw her walking towards us. That one girl that keeps making our life a mess. Natasha Rogers.
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